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My heart aches for someone who denies me three times. He whispers I love you as I sleep away the night, and when I wake he is gone, forever tormenting me. I see him in my dreams, sweet and loving. Alive and there. But when I wake the pain comes back, anewed and cruel. Through our years together, yet apart, he used me. Learning my hearts weaknesses. And now, to this day, he cuts my heart open to watch me bleed, forever tormenting me. But that same pain had, at one time, brought me love. It had soothed me in my woes, and comforted me in my pain, but now, it forever torments me. Cold and true. He cuts me deep, laughing at me. Holding the knife he calls Love. He pierces me with Love. Love slowly kills me. Love brings me great pain. Love hurts me without care. And Love rips out my heart with ease. Why must you torment me still? Whispering I love you's, and holding your grip tight. Please let me go, please stop tormenting me so. Please just let me go...you're Love forever tormenting me..