it is right now 11 at night. this is late for me. i am awake on gaia because my mom nor my sister are at home. my grandmother and my dog are accompanying me; though they are both asleep.
i was thinking lately about how i so easily cry out of anger. take thursday, for example. i went in to give my english teacher some late work--like one piece of paper--and he wouldn't accept it. so i when i got out of the room, i was really angry. i started crying because i really did it like i was supposed to, just left it at home on accident. somehow i convinced my peers that my eyes were watering. LOL.
a few hours later, i checked my grades online. burst out into tears, i did, for i had a D in english. most people say, hey irene, its not that big a deal. yes it is. for me it is. so i cried and cried; the tears were endless. it really sucked for me. i know i was really exaggerating things, from most people's point of view. but it was so uncalled for.
yeah. thursday was pretty bad.
dynamo version · Sun Feb 20, 2011 @ 07:04am · 0 Comments |