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Part 13

Things have been normal here in Karakura lately. Though as normal as things can get here. I got a pay increase at the hospital due to the online classes I've been taking. I have to be careful how I spend my money. It hasn't been easy making expences each month. I've made some cut backs such as shopping when things are on discount before the store closes and not driving too many places.
There is also the issue of that book I found a few months ago, it went missing shortly after I had finished reading it. How did it disappear ? Am I being watched again? I hope I am not. As far as I know,my quincy ancestory is my secret.I dont want to be found out. Not even my dad can know. Mom never said how much dad knew about this. I don't want to put him or my siblings in danger. I feel if anyone knew they would be targeted. I have no idea where I'm getting these ideas but I need to be careful. don't think I'm a threat to anyone ,but what if I am now. I have no idea if my abilities have grown any in the last few months.Or is what I know about moms past putting me at risk. Why do I now get the feeling that the shinigami had
something to do with the disapearence of the Quincy. I still haven't a clue to who
my grandfather was. I have to get the courage to ask mom what his name was and where he is buried. I want to pay my respects to him even though he never knew me. I must go get some sleep. I have a long day at work tomorrow . I've been having trouble lately sleeping due to nightmares. I don't know what causes them. It's always the same dream, I'm in a building trying to get out, but when I find the exit , I'm in another building. Also , in the dream , I am running from someone . I'll write tomorrow if I get the chance.