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Part 3

After last night's scare I feel extra jumpy. I made a hardboiled egg and some toast for breakfast. I tried some instant coffee and hated it. How my parents drink this stuff is beyond my comprehesion. I'd rather have a can of coca cola instead. I really wish we had a dog. Then I'd wouldn't be so lonely. But with me in school and my parents working it wouldn't be fair to him. I love dogs! Why I do, I don't know. No one I know has one. I'm going to the river later today after mom calls again. This is the first time they've left me alone. I still hate it. I need to be around people. I feel something awful is going to happen today. I don't like these feelings at all. What's happening to me? Why am I feeling these things? Are my abilities changing? I have too many questions and no one to answer them. All I want to know is why can see ghosts. There is nothing logical about me anymore. I don't want my parents to find out . I have to hide this journal. Maybe I'll always have it with me so I won't be found. I'll write more when I get back from the river.