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This is a letter to all the people in my life I love. Don't cry when I am gone soon. This isn't a suicide letter. But this is just in case I don't make it. I wanna let ya'll know I love you. I think about all of you everyday. I'd lay down my life for you guys. God forgive me for all the sins I have committed. Livin' my life like a b***h, angry and depressed. I'm sorry for not being there for some of you guys. I know I don't show it but I'm weak you guys, but I will never give up. I'm a fighter. Nobody can crush my soul, or my heart, not Mike, or Justin, Rob, or Will, not ANYBODY. You hear me? NOBODY. I'll turn around and kill all of you before you get to me. You don't know what the ******** I go through, no Mike, not even you. I appreciate all the people who have been there for me, Autumn, Sunny, Nick, Chadd, Michael, you guys know I love you right. What would I do without you? If you need anything, let me know. Even if its murder, if it protects you guys, I'll do it. I know this seems crazy but they have done something for me that nobody else has. How can I repay people back when they saved my life and helped me through the hardest times in my life. I know I got many more hard times ahead, I'm moving on in my life, it's going to be short, rough, and crazy as hell. I don't got time for people to hold me back, I don't got times for games, You're with me, or not. No in between. You either love me or hate me. This is the time to choose. Lol nut up or shut up boys because we got some s**t ahead of us to take care of.