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Kevin,
I know I did a lot of wrong stuff, but do I really deserve this? I mean, it's all nice when your ex is confiding to you about what he feels. I honestly feel sorry for him, but at the same time I kind of feel sorry for myself too. I moved on you know and then I heard his voice again and I missed it, I honestly do. It hurts, that's all. I don't know why, but it does. I thought that maybe it's karma?

So I gotta tell you, man. I greeted Kevin yesterday for Easter and he didn't say anything. Maybe not in the mood to be nice to his fan. razz I didn't expect him to reply anyways, but yeah I kinda wish that he would say something like same here or Happy Easter. I would've loved getting a screenshot of it, but yeah it was disappointing like totally. He makes me happy just by seeing his photos so nvm that. Oh, before you ask who he is. He went to my school when I was first college and he was fouled out on their game [basketball] before the 2nd half, so he was pretty upset. If you're gonna ask me what I remember when they came here, I'll say his lonely handsome face. I couldn't forget him after that. Fine! I kind of forgot about him, but how can I permanently forget when my motto was his..

I guess I'll survive this s**t. After all, my life motto is "Only the strong survives." Damn it.

Good night ^^