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Just random stuff. Like Bullshit.
Warning this contains explicit language, so read at own risk.
So it's been 5 weeks since my mum has been taking her Chemo treatment. And thank the Lord that things are going well for her. Although there are days, when she's feeling not too good, but we deal with them. But it's good that it's not a permanent thing for her.
Although one thing seems to bother her more than anything else, and that's the fact that 90% of her hair has fallen out. She's feeling so down because of it. We did buy her two wigs to wear alternatively should she want to, and feels comfortable in doing so. sweatdrop
In other news, I guess that all the stuff that's been happening to mum and other things in reality, have really taken a huge toll on my life and made me think of things I should consider. Although this may sound weird, when people sit and think about things, they ask themselves questions, such as? What am I doing with my life? And why am I doing things this way? As crazy as this sounds, it's so TRUE.
I find that the more I think about things in life, the more depressed I get. So these things are reasons why I tend to not open doors that I don't want to know about. OK so this does not make sense to anyone but myself, just talking to myself here.
Note to self: SHUT THE ******** UP. ...*nods*
In all seriousness, I'm not sure what I want to do in future, or where I want to head. However, maybe it's time for me to consider that leaving here is best for me. Although it's going to be a very very hard decision, it's something that I need to think about.
Now in knowing this, don't go telling yourself that it's actually going to happen. Well, not just yet. But who knows, what would happen in the future, right? sweatdrop
Everything is bugging me, or pissing me off, so I'm swearing more than what I'd like to. And please, if you find this offensive, don't read it.
I seriously don't think that any of this will make any sense to anyone. I'm not even sure if I will understand it either. However, if you're someone that can read between the lines and knows what the ******** I'm talking about. Would you be kind enough to explain it to me? lol
AGHH HELL DINGLY DING DONG ******** CRAP.
******** ******** ********! scream
Ok, I think that should do the trick, and I'd hopefully feel better now. 3nodding
 Princess-Orphelia · Thu May 05, 2011 @ 09:53am · 4 Comments |
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