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Fragmented Self who wanders through life like a dreamer and wades through the river of dreams as though it were the only truth left in this world
Get the Sutures
I've got to draw out the poison- I'm falling too deep. Too fast... too hard. You're forewarned, this is going to be full of lust, passion, romance... you've been warned.

I can't say these things. It's too soon. I'm falling too fast. You're too good. God, you're like a sin.

Sometimes it feels like my heart would just stop without your words. The day that I met you, I was hypnotized. You were so dreamy. Don't laugh but, my knees literally went weak that day as I thought of you.

I searched for you the next and since I could not find you, it really did bring the day down a level. I wanted to see you again so badly. You impressed me. You enchanted me. You had this arrogant laugh and grin like I could not have you or that you weren't interested. I would have never imagined that you could be interested in someone like me.

We started to talk and I'll be honest, I started to wonder if I really could grow to like you. You were so different. So criminal. So dark. But, you were also so alive. I think that was what scared me most about you. I thought you were so much better than me. I wanted you to get to know me and accept me.

You called me drunk and I realized that you were just a guy. A beautiful guy... that sends my heart pounding. I saved your messages for so long after that. I held on even though we didn't talk. And then finally, I erased them. I broke my hope for you. And then you appear back in my life. I saw your picture and voila... you're back.

You're here and there's something different about you. Maybe it's me? You think I'm so pretty and I feel that I could be the girl for you. Or moreover, I think you could be the guy who could be with me for some time. You interest me. There's almost nothing you could do right now to push me away.





 
 
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