*sigh* Why is love so hard to deal with! During this school year I had a crush on this guy but then in the middle of March he ended up dating a girl that I knew as a friend and she knew that I liked him! This upset me alot because even though I liked Him we were still close friends! But then a month later I had a weird dream about a guy that I knew at school and sung with on the Praise and Worship team at school but never really personally talked to him....after that one dream I kept having more and more dreams about him where I was talking to him and then all of sudden we kiss but in reality after having these dreams I could never talk to him and if I did talk to him my heart would start beating fast and hard to where I can't think straight and me makes sound even weirder! The funny thing about this is that when I liked the other guy I've never felt that way before and I don't know why? Maybe it was because I never did love him like I thought I did and maybe that's why it was so much easier letting him go! I never told him or the other guy how I felt but I know there is a where I will and I will be braver than ever!
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