Apparently I am the most horrible person in the world because I don't want to get sunburned. All I said was I didn't want to get sunburned and all hell broke loose. Oh and did I mention that because I so much as gave up and said 'I don't care' I apparently stabbed my mother in the face? Cause that's pretty much what happened. She got upset started crying and left. Oh and my sister is also yelling at me for not wanting to get sunburned. Wooh happy forth of July everyone. Oh and then my brother comes in 'You need to apologize to mom right now' Well no s**t. The only problem is mom doesn't even want to talk to me right now and I'm all sorts of pissed and a crying mess. Mom and dad are always getting on me to speak my mind and the one time I do everyone gets pissed at me. This is why I bottle up my emotions. THIS is why I don't speak my mind to anyone. The only reason I'm putting this here is because no one reads this. Now there are no plans because of me so I feel like s**t warmed over. Leave it to my family to turn a holiday into hell. It would have been just fine if my sister hadn't thrown a fit about staying at home. We've done it every other year so whats so different about this time? The fact that shes pregnant should make her WANT to stay in and relax but noooo. She has to be a demanding little drama queen like always and make the whole damn world revolve around her. I am getting really sick and ******** tired of her s**t. .... apparently now we ARE going somewhere. This is so ******** confusing. I guess I'm off to go get sunburned to all high hell.
Watching:Nothing Listening to:Nothing Life energy:Empty and hating life. Mood:s**t. Wants:Nothing