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I became friends with Della again, didn't work.
I became Suzie's friend again, also didn't work.
I have been glum about this failed friendships but I just realized that good DID come from them. Although I am no longer Della's friend, I have become Bash's friend, who is a really awesome person. And although I am not Suzie's friend anymore, I've realized that I have people who are my friends all along, such as Amanda and Kristen. Here is a letter for each of you, to show you that I care.

Dear Bash,
We never liked each other in the beginning. I'd say things about you because I thought you hated me, and vise versa. We just were not close. But after to get to know who you really were, that is, when you were not with Della, I really enjoyed being around you. You made me laugh, you've asked me how my day was out of the blue because you cared, you've stood up for me and helped me through the bad times. You've asked me for advice and told me how you really felt. I was harsh on you in the beginning, because Della only told me the bad things about you. I never knew who you really were. But you are a great friend who has always been willing to listen and help. Thank you for sticking by me even after the bad break up with Della. I will be here for you whenever you need it.

Dear Kristen,
Although it hasn't been very long that you've been in the family, you are 100 percent our family. It's so soon, but I've just attached to you. Your smile really does light up the room, and you are so patient and down to earth. You didn't have to stick up for me against Nile, but you did, and that means so much to me. I will stay by your side and fight with you because you are family and no one will mess with you. You don't care if you have the best clothes or the most material possessions, because you are very humble. It's awesome that you are a nerd and like Magic the Gathering too! I feel that you accept me and that you have love for me. I love you and I am so glad Joe Joe found you. Don't ever leave.

Dear Amanda,
It's been about four and half years since you and I have been friends. We've had a few bumps in the road, but we're still going forward. You and I have had our share of mood swings, but we always come together again and show forgiveness. You always find a way to solve issues and talk things out instead of holding grudges against me. You have the best sense of humor I have seen and always work for things, never giving up. Your art is amazing and I really look up to you as a wonderful art genius. You are the only girl friend who has cared so much of what I think and who talks to me to know how I'm doing, not what I can do for you. I love to spend time with you and talk to you about life. You've helped me in so many ways, art, friends, and just life in general. You've touched my heart and you are worth my time. I hope we stay together for a long time.