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10:10amLucian Aluzander:
Also, this is the song in my head when I talk to you
~http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0h2V8CFtGZE
Not because of the title, though...<3

10:13amShakespearean Quotations:
That makes me feel really... Really...
Amazing, but in a humble way...
I'm not sure how to tell you how that made me feel...
Music like that always brings out my fantasies, and that was probably the best way you could have ever shown affection without actually doing a thing physically...
Thank you for this warm feeling...

10:14amLucian Aluzander:
^^ You're welcome, Bishop... Cause I feel the same way about this music, and I knew you'd see my affection in sharing it with you...<3

10:15amShakespearean Quotations:
You are a master of bringing out strange emotions in me. I'm sorry I can't tell you in words, but I think you already know how I feel.

10:16amLucian Aluzander:
I know... And you know I feel the same way. *smiles softly and warmly irl*

10:18amShakespearean Quotations:
I'm actually feeling a little welled up right now, I really do appreciate this, it feels good to... Feel? *Gently closes eyes, and swims in the songs beautiful melody.*

10:20amLucian Aluzander:*sniffles a little and nods* One thing someone said to me, a few words I've always kept close to my heart... One day a stranger said to me... "You really know how to make a light shine through the dark." Now I know what he meant...
10:21am And if I could... If I might... I would love... To be your light.<unintended romantic rhyme>

10:21amShakespearean Quotations:
I guess you could consider me that dark, you sure did bring light with you when you came into my life,though it's been brief... ^^

10:22amI would love to be your darkness. ♥

10:22amLucian Aluzander:*proverbially melts*
It is ironic though...Hehe... Consider the irony of this:
10:23amThe bright flame of the fire type, being the one of darkness...And the solitary dark type, shunned for no good reason, being the light...
10:24AmIost like a star-crossed anomaly... And one that works well.10:24amShakespearean Quotations:That is...
True.
I never looked at it in that way.
...
Can I say something that should be obvious by now, Lucian?
Alex?10:25amLucian Aluzander:Yes, Bishop... You can say it, even if I don't yet know your true name.10:26amShakespearean Quotations:I, Matthew Joseph, think I might be in love with you, Alex.
You make me feel warm, and it's true, you have been a proverbial light for me.
With your prophetic, and mystic ways, making me blush...
No one else ever did that.
10:27amYou listened to my dark chronicles, and instead of being repulsed, you embraced me with sorrow.If you feel the same, tell me.
If not, I will wait. 10:28amI will wait forever.10:29amLucian Aluzander:...And, I, Alexander Michael Thomas, think I might be in love with you, Michael... Always I look towards the light, to the brighter side of things, but I never allowed anyone to get close, in fear of being harmed... But I don't feel that fear with you... In fact, I felt so connected to you from the start.
It's true, I could feel your darkness, and before, I had shunned even my ex for his own darkness, hurting me and the others... But your darkness is of a different kind, and I cried for you.10:30amThis darkness, I have the overwhelming urge to light it up, extinguish the dark flames...And hold light and darkness in harmony, in your arms, and you in mine.

10:34amShakespearean Quotations:
I want to save this feeling I have right now...
I'm completely light-headed at all of this, but it's a good feeling.
Acceptance, and even... love?
It feels better when it's genuine, and I feel it from all the way down here, in my secluded home. Deep in the forest, deep in my heart.
How someone could touch me from a distance like you, I'll never know.
I guess... I'll have to ask you how you did that when we meet... ^^
And I swear it, I will meet you.
I promise, cross my heart, and hope I'll never die without you.I will do whatever it takes.

12:37pmLucian Aluzander:
I'll put forth every effort to make it happen, Michael... True, I've "fallen in love" many times, but there is a distinct difference with you... From the start I've felt this completion, like the conflict between harmony and discord, one never over the other, but working together to keep all in balance... I feel it in the pit of my chest, in the jaded heart that swore it would never love again... And yet it sings to the melody of the Theme of Love. How could I touch you from so far away, in such a short time? I'm afraid I'll never know, myself... But it is as they say, love has no bounds...
12:38pmAnd I promise you... Before we meet, I will have this song down... And play it for you on my Ocarina.

12:41pmShakespearean Quotations:
Me thinks you will have made a decent human out of me in no time. ^^
Also, I think the Theme of Love is perfectly suited to us.
You have a great ear, and heart.
I will never forget this song, or this day.

12:43pmLucian Aluzander:
I knew from the first time I popped in that game, that I knew I had stumbled upon something special... i would sit, I would read the heart to heart between the two star-crossed lovers while this song was in the background... I hoped in my deepest heart that I would find my knight in dark armor, wielding the dark sword at the behest of his father... And lo and behold, here he stands before me...
12:44pmIts... Like a fairy tale... Within a fairy tale... <3

12:44pmShakespearean Quotations:
That is what I find special, this is my, our fairytale.
Fantasy is reality today.

12:45pmLucian Aluzander:
This song is the perfect embodiment of the love and the sorrow, in harmony to make something beautiful...^^

12:46pmShakespearean Quotations:
I agree, with all of my heart.
What better way to confess something like love to such a song?

But now...
the question lies...
Where, my love, do we go from here?

I think we keep on.
Time will bring us together, time and effort.

12:49pmLucian Aluzander:
Stay the course, keep on as we are. We'll know what to do when the times come. ^^But before all that...I wanna say...I love you, Michael.

2:51pmShakespearean Quotations:
I love you too, Alex.
I'm Matthew, by the way. ^^'
I would have corrected you sooner, but I didn't care.
You can call me Micheal, Bishop, Fluffeon, whatever you want.
Ahaha, this is quite silly of me... Sorry.

12:51pmLucian Aluzander:*head desk times ten*
12:52pm
Got caught up in the typing, and I'm bad with names...
DxA thousand apologies!

12:52pmShakespearean Quotations:
No, don't feel bad!
A name is just a name.
My identity is inside.

12:52pmLucian Aluzander:
Hehe... Fluffeon... <3And thank you. >w<

12:52pmShakespearean Quotations:
Mhmm, it's nothing. =3

12:53pmLucian Aluzander:
Not the first time I did that to a date. >.o*rubs the back of his neck, sweatdrop*