There's a reason I haven't written since that last entry.
All my problems resolved themselves.
I inexplicably started texting Ben in October or so. It became nonstop. I eventually learned he plays DnD too and invited him to my group. He eventually invited me to laser tag every Saturday.
We got each other real Christmas presents and saw movies on a regular basis.
He asked me out in April and our first "date" was to an opera. Cause we're so cool.
Been going out for four months today.
Now the next problem is his to resolve: if he's going to the same college as me or not.
If not, I won't die. I'll be sad that I won't see him often but I will try my best not to influence his decision. Cause he's going to have to make one soon and the last thing I want to be is a supercontrolling girlfriend.
...but if he does decide to go to my school (or if the other one declines him so he has to, alas) I will be secretly ecstatic.
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I don't know.
This thing is whatever I need it to be at the time.
Currently it's a write-out-my-stream-of-consciousness-to-make-myself-feel-better place.
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Fishy fishy.
Bloop bloop.
Bloop bloop.