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Here We Are, But We're Still Lost

I have spilled my heart on this journal and now I am making it public. I doubt what you will find will interest you much. It's only my battered soul. Lol, sorry, that was really angst, wasn't it?

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Our Hatred. I worry about not being loved by everyone. But in this moment, a new chilling worry appears. What if I can't be loved by anyone at all? I feel as if no sympathy or empathy is offered. Friends - family - they love me unconditionally. When a stranger glances my way though, I find only apathy. The desire to be loved runs obsessively in my veins. I wonder, is this how God feels about all of us? Does He desire over all our love and faithfulness? I am sure my pain is nothing in comparison to His. It hurts me to know though that some people hate me. And hold my feelings bellow the dirt they walk on. I know - some of it is my own fault as well. I haven't done all I could to be loved and welcomed. And I am the same as all. Hatred belongs to all. It belongs to man.

Posted by: Hidden Shadow Love Wed Dec 21, 2011 @ 12:47am

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