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I'm sick of what's going on in my life. No, that's not new, and no, I'm not looking for sarcastic comments or sobby 'get well' or 'i'll always be your friend' comments. I just want a few people to give a crap. I want to be able to say that I have friends that care, FAMILY that cares. I want to be able to say that I'm not depressed, that I'm pretty, that I can make a joke, that I laugh as much as the people around me, that I can actually CRY. Because you know what? I can't cry anymore. I've been holding stuff in for WAY too long, and now I'm unable to cry. Does that make you feel sorry for me? Does that make you want to give me a hug? Then TOO F'ING BAD. I don't want to have to deal with the human race anymore. I dont want to have to deal with ANY race. I wanna go live by myself in a little corner of the world where I can kill and hit whatever I want just to vent and live all by myself and never have to deal with any emotions ever again. I want to be alone. I want to die. I want to be able to trust someone. [.Rikocette.Echoes.] · Fri Apr 07, 2006 @ 12:59am · 5 Comments


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	Well, want them or not, sarcastic comments are all you're ganno get from me. Here. Let me give you a little advice. GET THE ****** OVER IT. You think you have it bad? Well news flash! You DON'T. I know people who have dead parents, or parents with mental of phisical problems, and YOU have it bad? YOU suffer every day? YOU can't take any more of life? You dan't deserve any of your pain! I've prayed for you, not caring for an answer. I've tried my hardest to do what's right. I don't give a **** about myself! No one does! But that doesn't mean that I should give up! It means the exact opposite. Don't give up, because giving up is a fate worse than death. Offline Magic Missile** · Community Member · Fri Apr 07, 2006 @ 01:49am


	agreeded wih ghosty. I am gonna say notin I have notin to say cause wut I am gonna say I will just be told "NONE OF DAT STUFF IS TRUE!" so no comment Offline [.x.Kammygirl4eva.x.] · Community Member · Fri Apr 07, 2006 @ 01:52am


	I give a crap. You have friends and family that care. You may be depressed, but you can stop. You ARE pretty. You can make jokes. You laugh *WAY* more than me. You can actually cry. You care so much about people, and you need to care more about youself. You are one of the kindest, greatest, most amazing people I have ever met. You need to let things out. Please, you need to find someone to talk to. I know it's hard, it's been hard on many people lately. All you need to do is talk. Talk and cry. Don't you dare say you want to die. Because if you did, I would never forgive you. I mean, some people don't even get a chance to live, and for someone to say they want to die just hurts me terribly. So please, for me and for everyone around you, let things out. Let someone know how you are feeling. Writing things down in a journal helps, but it doesn't do anything. You need to talk to someone, Kels. You can't go on feeling this way. I won't allow it. I know that's deffinatly not what you wanted to hear. And, I'll probably regret it. But, I'm back, and there ain't no way I'm leaving you until you get all better. Love you totally and completly, - Your Biggest Fan Offline ~-mr.green_luver-~ · Community Member · Fri Apr 07, 2006 @ 03:16am


	I'm afraid i'll have to disagree with you on that very last part, Mr. Green Luver... Offline Magic Missile · Community Member · Fri Apr 07, 2006 @ 03:23am


	To go with wut gretchen says Talk to TY hes helped me feel better, he can help u to. Offline [.x.Kammygirl4eva.x.] · Community Member · Fri Apr 07, 2006 @ 12:49pm

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