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so many people are asking questions lately, so i figure ill just take a time out and answer of a few of them

to shinta- yes and no, but just because your mad about it doesnt mean itll change, its something you and she thought up together, even if she lied to you it shouldnt be such a big deal. if you want your friends to be honest you should approach them when they lie.

to kaze- no, i have a future planned, but it changes in small ways over time, yes i dont mind living alone, but obviously there is someone that i would want by my side, though life has a way of not always allowing you to have what you want, so if i end up alone thats just how life requires me to live, lonely, but being alone isnt the worst thing, besides i have a high tolerance for pain, pain of all sorts

to lilmiss- my feelings change each day, if i wrote it once its just how i felt for that day, if im ok with dieing i wont regret saying it even if it happens, i chose to go out with someone i wont regret the time i spent with them nor the decision that they'll always be in my heart, i dont abandon anything, living with pain, emotions, bad experiences, its something i find that allows me to be content with this cruel and unyielding world, but pain isnt the only thing in the world, happiness, joy, moments and experiences like that i can carry as well.

to whisper- if i am able to sieze the job im aiming for once i am out of college yes, i will live my life in the way i dreamed, if i cant afford a house i dont mind an apartment, ive watched many shows where people live in poverty but you can live in poverty and still be happy, n there are ways to get past poverty, though in our economy who knows what a good job will be in the future

to gaara- no, i have been abandoned time and time again, if there was ever anyone who truly understood me before they too left me in darkness, so live, quit being dramatic and look at the brighter side of life, its the only way to live when darkness and pain are a constant in your life, you can have all the material gain in the world but it wont give you happiness, even i have everything i need or want, or maybe i should say i want nothing more than to live, i dont need anything else, so let time heal you, and make more connections, people interact with other people for a reason, its healthy, so please dont leave this world on bad terms with me, i wont forgive you if u go down that road

thats about it,

in other news, usagi drop, a new anime i watched has made me realize the joy of adopting a 6 year old girl, crazy right? that anime was touching, it makes u see past money and look at a bigger picture, children are fulfilling to the soul, sacrificing yourself is not what it takes to raise a child, you have to look at the sacrifice as gain

i love pizza, chinese, and i have school tomaro, ty for reading guys