so, i've been trying to figure out how i feel and why im so ******** retarted and make the stupidest problems with him.
why do i have to be like this? its annoying me and everybody. i need to put an end to this. im here at home when im suppose to be at school but i made an excuse to stay here just because im too disappointed at myself for being so selfish.
here, we were just talking and playing zomg yesterday night right? i was having fun cuhs we were talking and everything. when it was around 9:24 or something, he had to go and i didn't even get to really talk to him and finish. When i saw my phone blinking, i saw him msged me in facebook saying sorry for ditching me like that. it was just 4 minutes ago when i replied, after that, i kept replying and replying until he replied back but there was nothing. i tried everything to contact him saying i need to talk to him because we never do as much because of school and he might be busy or just can't talk to me. that's whut makes me so mad at times. why am i the one always waiting?
sure, he told me that i shouldn't be thinking that im the only one missing him but, i just wanna express my feelings.ya know? anyways, i was really crying so hard that time but i was holding myself in cuhs i know he wouldn't want me crying. but i guess i just really wanted to talk to him more. like so much. non-stop... we always have these interruptions and its a pain in the a** cuhs they should know we want time alone. ugh, the thing is, I JUST WANTED TO TALK TO HIM SO BAD COULDN'T STOP REPLYING TO HIM. i didn't come to school because i don't ......
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