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I answer to this;
Lyn
I have this many candles;
18
Of course I'm;
Female
People say I'm this kind of person;
Sometimes Kind and caring, and sometimes Cold and sinister. I have Dissociative Identity Disorder.

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My story;
Lynaire could have been perfect if her creation hadn't been distrupted. Master was called away and had just added part of a soul to Lynaire. While she lay there unfinished part of another soul found it's way into her. She awoke alone and incomplete, she was scared and in the dark. The first person she met was Baby Doll and she clung to her like a life line. Lynaire was sweet and enchanting and always wanting to help. It wasn't until she met the Fire Wielder that she tasted fear again, when she did the darker side of Lynaire showed it's self. The sweet innocent doll Baby Doll had found was no where to be found in her place was the sinister and cruel other half of this unfinished doll. Lynaire switches back and forth between sweet and cruel in accordance with the happenings around her.
I am who I am;
The Unfinished
My good side;
Flowers (red ones), dark colors, pomegranates, kittens, silk cloth, soft music and Baby Doll
My bad;
Florescent colors, dogs, Yelling, wool cloth, being alone, and The Fire Wielder
Don't tell anyone;
I am afraid of the dark...

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Written in my soul;
The Lunatic
I sing this in my head;
X Amounts of Words-Blue October

Anything else I forgot to mention;

I'm nothing more then a puppet;
Caelia Darkwhite



Avi Ref:

•Character Name / Nicknames / Aliases:
Name:Lynaire Sin
Aliases: Lyn
•Race: Living Doll
•Awakening Date: September 11
•Height: 5'1/2"
•Weight: 105 Lbs.
•Measurements: 36x34x36 BustxWaistxHips
•Clothing Sizes / Styles: Lynaire is usually seen in darker colors, gothic or renasannce type gowns, almost always long sleeved. If she is wearing short sleeves she will be wearing long gloves almost all the way to the shoulder.
Clothes ideas
•Hair Color: Dark brown almost black
•Hair Length: Waist length
•Eye Color: When happy Icy blue, when angry Pure Black
•Handedness : Right
•Jewelry: Cascading necklaces or chokers
•Tattoos: none
•General Appearance: Lynaire is pale as she is made of mostly poreclain but she has deep plum lips. She was crafted for years by her creator who made almost her entire body flawless, except for her left arm. Lynaire was left unfinished and her left arm is held on by stitches on her bicep just above the elbow.
•Relationship with Family: The man she calls Father is truly her creator and nothing more, he sculpted her body and placed her soul with in it. The same father made many other dolls in his time and the one she feels truly a kin to is the Lunatic Joseph, whom she loves like a true brother.
•Relationship with Friends: Lynaire's best friend was her Father's first creation The Baby Doll Bella Cosetta, she's cute sweet and girly everything Lynaire is not. She get's along well enough with the others in the house apart from two but there isn't truly a friendship with them.
•Key Friends: Bella
•Key Lovers: Nathaniel Hollow, the second doll created by Father whom Lynaire has become close to and is rapidly falling in love with.
•Key Enemies: Sandrine Lacet, Sandrine was created after Lynaire was left unfinished and she was perfect, a finished and perfect creation that was made after her, and that in turn made Lynaire hate her to begin with. Lynaire also dislikes the Flame Wielder Blain but mostly because she is afraid of fire.
•Skills: Lynaire has little in the form of talent other than being able to still control her limb should it lose the stitching that holds it on.
•Phobias / Fears: Being taken by the Reaper and Fire
•Bad Habits / Vices: Lynaire is extremely self conscieous about her incomplete body and she sometimes will abandon the detached limb and try like hell to not let it be reattached.
•Best Qualities: Lynaire is protective of the ones she cares for and will do anything for them.
•Worst Qualities: Extremely low self worth
•Favorites: Dark colors, Red Flowers, Silk, Pomegranates
•Personal Goals: To escape the hands of the reaper by finding a love that will over come his grasp.
•Other Important Details:
Lynaire was made to be a beautiful and perfect creation but in the middle of her construction her creator was called away leaving her alone just after he inlaid the perfect soul in her body. As Lynaire laid unfinished in Father's workshop her sorrowful soul called forth an unearthly visitor. A Dark Angel approached the unfinished doll as she laid sleeping, with the intent to do as the reaper and take the soul for herself or at least try to use it for her own purposes. However the sorrow that Lynaire gave off pulled the Angel into the body of the unfinished and trapped with her the Angel decided that she would help the sorrowful soul. As it laid into her body it awoke the unfinished doll in the dark workshop, she felt like her insides were on fire and she was alone and afraid. The Angel hid away inside her but left Lynaire in fear in the darkness until she was found and saved by The Baby Doll.




Lynaire was born into a fabulously wealthy family, rich beyond means, her parents were vain and cold. Even with them being as they were Lynaire herself was sweet, caring and humble. She had only a few very good friends but there were very few people who truly disliked her in her life. She was a beautiful girl in her mortal life, brilliant blue eyes, soft delicate dark brown hair. She was sought after by many a suitor but she never had a real boyfriend and knew little about boys and even less about love. It was the summer just after she had graduated high school when Lynaire met her fate.

Her and her few friends decided they would take a back packing trip around Europe for the summer before they all went off to college and would be states away from each other. They didn't want to stay in lavish hotels they wanted to be in with the natives and stayed in the back woods hostels. They were told of a club that was supposed to be the most amazing night life in the area and even though they didn't really drink and definitely didn't do drugs they decided to check it out. Lynaire and her friends were having a great time and finally began to let a little loose when a very cute boy decided to buy Lynaire a drink, when she accepted and he returned to her with their drinks she drank it happily, flirting with the boy. Lynaire began to feel a slightly strange and asked her friends to go to the bathroom with her and they said she'd be fine going by herself as they were to busy with the guys they had met. Going off by herself to find the bathrooms Lynaire was approached by the boy who bought her drink and he led her to the area where the bathrooms were supposed to be. Instead of the bathroom he led her to the back door shoving her into the alley where she was promptly picked up by a man chloroformed after being roofied by the boy and thrown in a car.

When Lynaire came to she was in a dimly lit room, chained to a bed where she was gagged. Scared out of her mind she tried to scream for help around the gag in her mouth to no avail, she began to cry tears rolling down her face she sobbed quietly for what seemed like hours. It wasn't long before the man that purchased her entered the room, he was a blubberous older man, balding and sweating profusely. As his eyes fell upon his american prize he began to salivate, drool dripping down his double chin. He approached her on the bed running his fingers over her skin, it made her flesh crawl and she began to bawl. He put his single finger up to his lips telling her to be quiet as he took a pair of scissors and began to cut away her clothing. The first touch she'd received from a man was this in this dingy dark cellar chained to a bed, not of her free will. He proceeded to take her virtue, and unlike the first time she imagined this was painful, she was bleeding and he was disgusting. As the man violated her he began cutting into her flesh with the scissors, with the gag in her mouth she was helpless to call for help. When the man had come to his fill with her body he began the torture, he pulled off each of her finger nails with pliers as she writhed in pain on the bed she dislocated both of her shoulders. The finally removed the gag after much of her flesh was cut, torn and mutilated. Removing her from the handcuffs on the bed the shackled her up right to a pole in the middle of the room. He gave her a shot of adrenalin to make sure that she would stay awake as she began to plead with him to let her free, that she would tell no one of what had happened. To this he replied with taking a scalpel to both of her Achilles tendons, and smiled as he heard her screams of agony. In this new position he decided that even with the intense mutilation he's written on her flesh he would need his fill again and took her once more, as she whimpered in pain her blood coated his obese body he worked her once more until he had relieved himself. The Adrenalin began to wear off as he marred her face with blunt force of a ball hammer. Giving one more shot of adrenalin he began his final act before her untimely expiration, lighting a blow torch he began to cackle manically. As the adrenalin coursed through her veins she stayed conscious as he burned the flesh covering most of the left side of her body, until finally the pain and torture overcame her body and she finally fell into the glorious hands of the reaper. His cool grasp so welcoming her soul sighed in relief until it was whisked away to the dark and empty body created for her by Luscious. In this porcelain prison she could not awake as she'd been left by her creator, in the darkness and despair she forgot he mortal life, and it's horrific end when she was visited by an Angel, dark and soothing she was drawn into the unfinished doll waking her still body finally.