the place where my heart once was hurts soo bad... i can't eat because i'll just puke it back up... i can't sleep because i feel sick... everything hurts... i can't doanything w/o hurting or almost puking... everything sucks and i'm in sooo much pain... i cry myself to sleep.... i think of what was and then i just fall apart... why did he have to leave me.... he said i didn't have much expirience.... but he doesn't know that i've had a crush on him since 6th grade.... when all the girls would call him ugly, i thought he was the most handsom guy in the world... i've had 4 boyfriends before him... each a different type of personality... so how dare he tell me i have no expirience.... how dare he tell me that i don't know what i want... my heart is broken know.... theres nothing left.. and i feel as if i'm slowly dying... i wonder if he'll even care... he was my everything... now i have nothing...
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