So, after watching that anime, I ranted the entire way to the store owo I felt much better after that and I have been very productive.
I admit, I am binging on junk food XDDDD but I should let myself have a little fun. I am eating cabbage for dinner with a little rice and meat. How boring and healthy is that?! =A= and then for lunch I was like eating salad. BORING. I had one waffle for dinner and after dinner snack, only if I needed it like staying up till 3 am kinda needing it.
I cleaned out room today. I still need to clean the bathroom but it isn't so bad. I got more cleaning supplies at the store today and bough strawberries so I'll be eating ... slightly healthier. I was already eating pretty well.... until I bought soda today.
BUT in my defense, I have a lot I want to get done and I'm not getting enough sleep so soda will help perk me up to a productive state each day. I still need to finish my samples and get all these cleaning things done before my roommate comes back. Besides that, I have stuff with my thread that I want to get done. I should finish my personality traits today XDDD I just keep getting distracted with art and then approving or nagging other people about their profiles XDDD I've never been good about balancing mod stuff and my own responsibilities ;D
Ah. And people in MH have announced their return. Honestly, I'm still heartbroken about it. I know I'm making a bigger deal about it than it actually it, but I think I deserve to feel the way I do. I just, can't give them any response yet or real proper welcome because I haven't come back myself. I am still upset and hurt about it. I just, relied on the wrong people apparently.
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Fragmented Self who wanders through life like a dreamer and wades through the river of dreams as though it were the only truth left in this world