It's 4/21/2012...
I went to my friend Rachel's Birthday Party and my friends, Joey, Jackie, Joey's Boyfriend ((Jo)), and some other friends were there. We had a blast playing on the trampoline together. At first, when I first got there, things were awkward since not a lot of people were there, and it was mostly all family but shortly other people started coming. For like a hour, the birthday girl wasn't there, so none of us knew what to do but just stand around and talk.
When the birthday girl FINALLY ARRIVED around the corner... Joey, Jo, and Rachel's twin brothers were there with her. I ran at Joey, wanting a hug and ran into a fence trying to stop, ha ha ha... That was funny, but painful. We walked back to Rachel's house and the party finally started. Rachel went off and did her own thing though.. So me, Jackie, Joey, and Jo went on the trampoline and just jumped.. After awhile... Kids wanted to join us so we had to calm down. For some reason.. People started shoving balloons up my jacket, saying "You're Pregnant!". I laughed a lot at this...
Jo started to act really weird around me.. Really.. Friendly, or he was just trying to get his boyfriend jealous I don't know. He kept pretending to tell me secrets about Joey, and Joey would storm off because he didn't know what we were saying. When in truth, all Jo did was whisper nothing into my ear. Just made whispering sounds... Then Jo started to pretend kiss me... I felt very uncomfortable. He would pretend to kiss the "baby", since I still had the balloon in my jacket. He would also rub my hand a lot, I'd pull my hand away and continue to jump around.
He liked to take pictures of me, and wanted to stay by my-side a lot... Like a lost puppy? It was cute since he was younger than me and everything, but then.. Things became awkward. Joey started getting very upset, and I already knew why. Jo was spending more time with me, and laughing more, that Joey really did get jealous. I sent Joey a text telling him, "I'm not doing anything Joey... Get your boyfriend away from me".. Which... He did for sometime. I was able to hang out with Jackie, and have fun.
Then things got weird again.. Ha ha ha, a little kid named, Chris wanted to join our fun.. He is 4 years old. We were all having a blast.. He he he, he put balloons in my shirt, saying he's the daddy~ It was so cute... We made a family. Oh god, Chris was such a sweetie pie~ >w< I wanted to keep him as my baby! Which later on he wanted to be the baby so.. I was his mommy... Things.. Weren't so cute anymore. He started.. Playing dead in my arms. I didn't hear him say, "I'm going to play dead".. So when he stopped moving, and wouldn't speak to me.. I freaked out.
I held him close to me, crying and begging him to say something.. And for a long time he didn't. People didn't know what was going on.. Not until I told them about my past and how fragile I was when it came to kids. Chris giggled a little, and I was so happy.. I held him close to me, crying and smiling.. That little jerk. Right after all that, his real dad came and took him away. My heart sank a little.. It felt so nice to hold a child again.. I was holding him so close to me, kissing his little head.. It made me smile like crazy..
Well.. The party started to die, and Joey wanted to go home. But, instead we all went to the park. When we were at the park, me and Jo hung out together, and he just wouldn't stop talking and talking and talking... I love to talk and listen but god.. He never took a breath. We shortly went back to Rachel's after dropping off Joey and Jo, and we got there just in time for them to light the lantern. It was one of those paper lanterns that fly in the air... Everyone was high or drunk at this time, and they nearly caught a weeping willow on fire, oh god that was thrilling!
Then.. I came home, to find out my love is in the hospital.. Again. That was a little depressing but I was mostly worried than anything. He's ok so.. I'm happy again, he he. I LOVE YOU, RAUL~! >w< I will never get enough of you, you sexy beast you~ Ha ha ha. Well... That's all for now, I guess.
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I went to my friend Rachel's Birthday Party and my friends, Joey, Jackie, Joey's Boyfriend ((Jo)), and some other friends were there. We had a blast playing on the trampoline together. At first, when I first got there, things were awkward since not a lot of people were there, and it was mostly all family but shortly other people started coming. For like a hour, the birthday girl wasn't there, so none of us knew what to do but just stand around and talk.
When the birthday girl FINALLY ARRIVED around the corner... Joey, Jo, and Rachel's twin brothers were there with her. I ran at Joey, wanting a hug and ran into a fence trying to stop, ha ha ha... That was funny, but painful. We walked back to Rachel's house and the party finally started. Rachel went off and did her own thing though.. So me, Jackie, Joey, and Jo went on the trampoline and just jumped.. After awhile... Kids wanted to join us so we had to calm down. For some reason.. People started shoving balloons up my jacket, saying "You're Pregnant!". I laughed a lot at this...
Jo started to act really weird around me.. Really.. Friendly, or he was just trying to get his boyfriend jealous I don't know. He kept pretending to tell me secrets about Joey, and Joey would storm off because he didn't know what we were saying. When in truth, all Jo did was whisper nothing into my ear. Just made whispering sounds... Then Jo started to pretend kiss me... I felt very uncomfortable. He would pretend to kiss the "baby", since I still had the balloon in my jacket. He would also rub my hand a lot, I'd pull my hand away and continue to jump around.
He liked to take pictures of me, and wanted to stay by my-side a lot... Like a lost puppy? It was cute since he was younger than me and everything, but then.. Things became awkward. Joey started getting very upset, and I already knew why. Jo was spending more time with me, and laughing more, that Joey really did get jealous. I sent Joey a text telling him, "I'm not doing anything Joey... Get your boyfriend away from me".. Which... He did for sometime. I was able to hang out with Jackie, and have fun.
Then things got weird again.. Ha ha ha, a little kid named, Chris wanted to join our fun.. He is 4 years old. We were all having a blast.. He he he, he put balloons in my shirt, saying he's the daddy~ It was so cute... We made a family. Oh god, Chris was such a sweetie pie~ >w< I wanted to keep him as my baby! Which later on he wanted to be the baby so.. I was his mommy... Things.. Weren't so cute anymore. He started.. Playing dead in my arms. I didn't hear him say, "I'm going to play dead".. So when he stopped moving, and wouldn't speak to me.. I freaked out.
I held him close to me, crying and begging him to say something.. And for a long time he didn't. People didn't know what was going on.. Not until I told them about my past and how fragile I was when it came to kids. Chris giggled a little, and I was so happy.. I held him close to me, crying and smiling.. That little jerk. Right after all that, his real dad came and took him away. My heart sank a little.. It felt so nice to hold a child again.. I was holding him so close to me, kissing his little head.. It made me smile like crazy..
Well.. The party started to die, and Joey wanted to go home. But, instead we all went to the park. When we were at the park, me and Jo hung out together, and he just wouldn't stop talking and talking and talking... I love to talk and listen but god.. He never took a breath. We shortly went back to Rachel's after dropping off Joey and Jo, and we got there just in time for them to light the lantern. It was one of those paper lanterns that fly in the air... Everyone was high or drunk at this time, and they nearly caught a weeping willow on fire, oh god that was thrilling!
Then.. I came home, to find out my love is in the hospital.. Again. That was a little depressing but I was mostly worried than anything. He's ok so.. I'm happy again, he he. I LOVE YOU, RAUL~! >w< I will never get enough of you, you sexy beast you~ Ha ha ha. Well... That's all for now, I guess.
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