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I am here to talk to you,
to say what's on my mind.
I have been all too quiet
but now I finally have time.
So sit down and listen,
pull up a chair.
I will tell an epic story
of what isn't really there.

It all started back in april.
April Fools to be exact.
A pair of fool's is what we were,
to think this could be left intact.
Anyways, I digress.
We fell head over heels.
Yes, you kissed another man too
But I gave us time to heal.

Flashforward 3 months later.
In your pool, skin to skin.
I saw the love in your eyes,
I saw the heart within,
Night fell rather quickly.
All night I had you in my arms.
But pictures and slurred words on your phone,
That first chance you had, Gone.

Yet we still kept truckin'
you promised me a change.
One year had passed and all was well
atleast until later in that day.
Three imiges carved in my brain.
Three men exposed.
I was foolish to ignore them there,
foolish to think this case was closed.

Deleted from the device,
but not from my brain.
You fought with me for two whole months.
You never acted the same.
You didn't know what you wanted,
So you broke us(and me) in two.
The next day you came crying back.
And foolishly, I ran back to you.

Thinking all was well,
you showed me you were better.
You showed your caring,loving side.
You even wrote me a love letter.
But then the unthinkable happened,
a text lit up my phone.
"She loves me, not you."
From that point I was alone.

I panicked and called you,
thinking this was just a trick.
You said I had nothing to worry about,
but the evidence was too thick.
I hung up for the final time.
My phone lit up once more.
"Once you leave for collage I will forget you"
She didn't love me anymore.

Fool me once shame on you.
Too many chances have been taken.
Fool me twice shame on me.
This time I'm not mistaken.
I will find someone better,
someone I can truly call my friend.
No, I'm not a fool anymore.
I'm a phoenix, and will rise again.