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it's all for the best.

I need a new perspective.

because that's the second time in less than 12 hours that the rug has been pulled out from under me...

IF YOU TELL ME TO DO SOMETHING, LET ME DO IT.

hot damn.

I was told to do the facebook events thing. Nope, that was taken care of already.

I was told to create a schedule for this week because I'm producer. Nope, there's too much other info, so that was done by someone else as well.



Both of which, when viewed from another angle, I don't have a whole lot of reason to be involved with in the first place.

I didn't know what information I was supposed to put on the facebook things, because nobody tells me anything.

I had 7 questions concerning the schedule before I sent it out to people. She answered all the ones pertaining to rehearsals (plus some extra information I was not aware of), because she's in charge. and should know that.



... which leaves me with not a lot to do.

I still have to line up the normal people to do stuff at the show, but for the most part, everything is done for me.

I don't have to worry about a theme or entertainment for the show.
The lineup is pretty much determined for me.

and yeah.


so in that sense, I should be really grateful. I need to be more so than I am right now, I'll tell you that much.



And there's also this sense of second-guessing myself now, like I talked about in the other entry.

Am I doing something wrong?
Why isn't anybody telling me anything?



Fun factoid for ya:
Roommate O and a few other random people got back from the 21+ place around 2 this morning. I heard them come in, they talked for about an hour, and I couldn't get back to sleep. By then I had got an email telling me what I had to work on for the schedule, and I was so wrapped up thinking about that, that I simply had to get up and work on it.

I worked on a schedule & plans for this week from 3 am to 5:30 am this morning.



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