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Well I saw Thor 2, at least half of it, the theater screwed up MASSIVELY and yea, that's not the only disappointment today though, apparently the guy I like, he forgets things when he smokes pot, meaning I wouldn't be sure if I could rely on him at all because of his habit, meaning I'm no longer allowing myself to like him, I'm turning back now before it gets worse which, it already REALLY hurts, like anxiety attack hurts. I hate this feeling, I hate being open to these kinds of feelings but at the same time, I'll never really be able to TRULY fall in love if I don't.