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Okay, I know its bad, but I've only had one Boyfriend in my entire life! redface
And that very same boyfriend was also was my first 'beard' relationship, turns out he was gay useing me as a cover up. Let me remind you this also was 7th grade stare
Whats sad about this all is I had no idea intill now: literaly 2 years later in 9th grade!
When we were 'dateing' in 7th grade I remember him always trying to talk to me, trying to ask me something, but I never gave him the chance. He finally stoped me in the hall way and looked me in the eyes and said "A. will you go out with me?" I couldnt say no to him in the whole damn hall way, and by then everyone was staring! And then I made a mental check of him:
Was cute to me? Yes!
Was he kinda my type? Do I have a type?..
Was I going to look like a total a** hole if I said no? YES
So with than I replied "Well of course I will" -hug-
Cue corny 'Awwww'
Omg I think I'm going to be sick! xp

So then our relationship blossomed.... yea in that way....
We did all the gay relationship s**t. (Haha no punn intended )
We held hands, -shudder- kiss on the cheek, and.... heh heh... sweatdrop even a peck on lips once.(that was more me not him smile )
And all of this was FAKE! And who was left a fool? Me!

What's that? Oh nooooooooo, I'm not mad! scream

Hah, hope you enjoyed it..... heh heh got real deep into this one
sweatdrop ~A.