I've been a constant on Gaia throughout the years. My profile, interests, avatar, and so on are constantly being updated with time too. Looking back, I realize that I'm not really that great at poetry and how much of a stupid sappy teen I sounded like whining about petty things that should not even be an issue.
As I age, I realize a few things such as it's never really worth ending a life permanently, never leave an empty toilet paper roll (karma, that's why), always try to attach some sort of identification to any work done, there is never really wasted effort just effort that could have been applied, and so on. Gaia acted as a time capsule allowing me to take a glimpse of what I had been, not only a year ago but also time before that. I know at a rather lame age of almost a big 2 - 0 that I shouldn't even be on Gaia, I can't help but think that this place was a great part of my childhood and life. This has been a place to escape to when no one else would see my pain and suffering, a place to meet people, a place to pass time, and even a place to hang out.
Soon I will slowly forget about the existence of this magical site as life will slowly devour my being and turn me into a pawn of never ending routine(s). Thank you Gaia for all the wonderful memories from fighting off monsters in zOMG with my hated stepbrother, to spending a part of my first paycheck on some Gcash, and to possibly saying goodbye.
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