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Oh geez, I was one of THOSE peopl. It's so funny to look over my old entries and it kind of makes me cringe. I was naive and ignorant, and here I though I was so smart! I confessed my "love" to a new go almost every month and when it didn't work out was sure I never love again. The worst part was that I deluded myself into thinking it was all THEIR fault. Although sometimes that's true a lot of the time I was an AWFUL girlfriend! I had no idea what I was doing or what love is and I hurt a lot of good guys along the way. I just wasn't a good person and it took me finding the right person to realize this. This isn't another post about a sappy love confession because finally I don't feel the need to write one. I'm married, I love him, he loves me, it's as simple as that. Simple...a word I have NEVER before used to describe my love life. I'm far from mature but it's nice to be an adult. To be buying land, my husband working, and going to build a house. Hopefully starting a family soon (we've been trying for over a year) but that'll happen in its own time, besides we have things to do first. Anyways, I've ranted enough. This was a nice little trip down memory lane.

~ Jasmine