Jon came over and broke up with me this morning. No more boyfriend. I have been taking it really calmly, and well, but it is still pretty bittersweet. It leaves me with this "meh" feeling towards everything today. I guess being severed from someone, even if you knew it would come eventually, still sucks. Whatever.
It's hilarious because I could have taken away my netflix from his home, and the games that I bought ( fallout, witcher, and 2 others ) but I was nice and let him keep them. Pffft. And then I wanted to watch Avatar Korra since I don't want to do anything, and he kinda gets butthurt. "Don't you still want to be friends? We could still watch it together?" Dood. I don't want to wait around just to meet with you to watch it anymore. ******** that. I am finishing this book on my own, but I could watch next with him. ******** that s**t man. My life is not tied to his anymore and I don't have the time to wait around for him anymore. HAHAHAHA. Dumbass.
And yes. I am making another trash rp to cope n s**t. I want something temporary and pretty. Just, ******** it. Arranged marriages are trashy and fun, if done right. Imma rock it bby.
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Fragmented Self who wanders through life like a dreamer and wades through the river of dreams as though it were the only truth left in this world