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My friend told me I was distracted. I replied I'm distracted from everything. My other friend told me I seem distant I replied I already am distant.

I never wanted to see him again....but I just had to...So I came up to him and we were staring at eachother...long...hard...stare..I miss you he said I replied with a smile...nothing more... Then I walked away in the bitter day I had. So I guess my friends are right and I distracted and distant. My grades are dropping and rising. I guess I can't blame anybody or anything else except myself.

Not long ago I told somebody dear to me that I needed to not spend time with him anymore. That was foolish of me. Now I feel alone and lost. Can't anybody help me anymore. Today was like a blur... everybody and everything seemed so happy while I sat in my seat miserable. I miss him more then I can take it....I hope everything is fine in the end....


"If Christmas time is a time for Joy...Why am I not joyous?"


PINEAPPLE