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So today, i went to walk my dog, only to find my neighbor walking her dog on our property.

For someone who is "afraid" of me - she sure doesn't have any problems coming over to our side to antagonize me.

So i get my phone out to record this, but my dad just i'm antagonizing her! Of course I am the bad guy...again. crying

I have no validation in my own home. They don't care what i think because i'm unemployed and have no purpose of getting a job. Or even want one. All my life I'm tired of caring about other people's wants/needs that don't give a F about me, or what I want.

My parents didn't like who i was growing up so they put me in therapy. I didn't even know why i was there. They wished I was more like my stuck up cousins who wear high heels, wear conforming clothes that also show a lot.

I wish my dad saw that my neighbor was giving me a smirky laugh, then blinded me with my car lights. FOR NO REASON. But of course, i get my phone out i'm the bad guy. They treat my phone like its a gun. OMG Jane Doe has her phone out! OMG.