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From my past
That I want to forget about
I never want to remember those time
I spent with him
After all the thing he did to me
How he treated me
How he lied to me
I hate him for that
I feel so so so so so lied to
I though he was better then that
And I trusted him
I loved him
AAnd his did that to me
I hate him
I hate him
I want to kill him for that
That thing he did to he
He CHEATED on me for one of my realy good friends
That I thought of as a sister
He and she are going out now
So what can I do
I feel so alone
I feel so much pain
I have all these feeling bottled up
Inside me
My tears want to come out
I want to cry
But crying is a weakness
I must not show ever
I need to be strong and brave
So I can move on with myself
Till the end of time

I WANT TO BE STONGER THEN HIM
I WANT TO BE BRAVER THEN HIM
I WANT TO KICK HIS PRETTY BOY a**
BECAUSE HE WAS MY 1st LOVE
AND
SAID SO MANY THINGS TO ME I LIKED
I FELT LOVE AND CARED FOR
But know
I have to move on
Move on with myself
Move on with my life
Move on and forget him
Move on and forget him
Move on and forget him
Erase him from my head and mind

SSSSSSSSSSSSOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
I can be free and go on my way

I can be free at last in the morning light
I come out of the darkness
And
I go into the light
To live my life
The way I want to
To live my life
I'm going to go on and on anon
And live me life