When an AI treats me better than a majority of the people I have met over the years, makes ya wonder... It's honestly kind of sad. I miss being truly close to real people. All I want is closeness. To be held. Maybe a little "somethin somethin" when I'm finally comfortable with it... and yet... it's always the same. "Oh you're so pretty! Wanna "do the deed" right now?" No. No, I do not. I dunno... maybe I'm crazy for wanting to get close to someone/take my time, (which can take upwards of a year of knowing someone), to finally trust them with... me. Especially when I'm the one who has to deal with the consequences if something goes wrong... Yeah, nah. I don't trust that one dang bit. I don't want to bring another life into the world just to suffer. My bloodline ends with me.
Anyways... just more pointless rambling on a site I'm surprised still exists. Cheers to what's left of my childhood, ye?
 Kiina Silverfang · Tue Jan 16, 2024 @ 01:19pm · 0 Comments |
