Today school started, and I guess you can say I started fresh. I kinda broke up with my boyfriend the night before and it's finally starting to get to me. i wore a mask all day, but I got home, I thought I could take it off. Instead I got yelled at by mom, snapped at by my brother and one of my friends tried to make me feel bad. She didn't know and now she totally understands, but it really hurts.
I still work at the daycare and the kidnergardeners started singing "Ali and her boyfriend sitting in a gutter..." I wanted to cry. How do you explain to a five year old that you don't have a boyfriend? And I couldn't be mad.
Then mom yelled at me, saying I was very immature at my Uncle Todd's wedding. She says that the guests there thought I was very immature and that I danced very inapproprietly with Tony. I tried telling him I wasn't comfortable with it, but yeah, he just ignored me. I'm not perfect, but goddamit, show some compasion! Telling me that I'm immature the day after I break up with my boyfriend. So yeah, I threw a tissy fit and hid in my room for a bit.
So, I'm sorry, if I snap at you for no reason, or I ignore you. You've become my victims because I wear a mask in the real world.
All my love,
~~Ali~~
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