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The Tiny Things

Why does it always seem that when you don't expect it, something small and insignificant comes from nowhere and blows you away? I got the chance to go work up north for about nine weeks and I feel that it changed my perspective on life completely. Before it, I always seemed to be a depressed, angry kid, but I feel that I learned to open up from some of the friends I had. I admit it, I was an angry child in my first two years of high school, but I think this year will be better. I know that something is gonna happen that is gonna change me forever. I feel that its as if we are all on a boat in a swift moving stream, you may not notice it at first, but something small will hit you and alter your course and how you go through life.
Eh.....what do I know, I am just in a rambling mood and feeling very intel....intellect....whats the word..intellectual!!
Alot of my friends in school say that I know too much for my own good self at times. Normally, I don't pay attention but I know everything that is going on. But, when I get really mad, which is very rare, I ust kinda snap and my mind goes clear. I can see everything much easier and my mind is alot more calculative. I have actually hurt a couple of people pretty badly when I got like that but that was a different story....Now how did I get onto this subject....eh...oh well....Leave a comment if you sat through this entire thing and something amde sense to you.