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I feel like I want ... some recognition in Gaia, for all that I can't do in real life. I already run a charity here, so I might as well get somewhere while I'm at it. I'm glad that people run into my charity and I get to help them (almost all of the time), but I don't want it to be limited to just some people. I take a look at Adra and some other people I see popping up everywhere in the Charity / Quests forum ... and I'd like just a scrap of that sometime.

I've also noticed that it garners unwanted attention, and that running a charity like the FoJ must be a hellish job. I mean, I haven't really seen a lot of the owners in there talking with people. In fact, Kakashi led me there once, and it was really hard to keep track of my own conversation. I guess I'm used to the slowness of my own thread.

But really, I think that I should also stop complaining and do something about it. I have affiliates, but I barely keep in contact with them. Hell, the Dreaming Away Charity is one of my affiliates. Having friends in high places would help, but noooo... I dunno.

Resolution #4: Make more contact with Gaian affiliates.

Pah.

I should've done that before. sad I'm an idiot.

But I've also been looking for more affiliates, I've just had no luck in finding any.

Maybe I can't handle a lot of attention and organizing to do. I didn't even want to bother with a Christmas / New Year's thing because I knew everyone would flock to the one and only BIG one being run. >< Maybe it's like my destiny to be in the Branch as it is. But I'm thankful that I made it and all, and that I'm making a name for myself instead of just taking a backseat to the Tree.

So... wow, this is all rambly and hasn't gotten me very far.

And I started a lot of sentences in this entry with "I." Hence the title of this entry, I guess. Heh.

I have a headache and it's making my eyes hurt, so don't mind me...