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Haha I like that title...anyways. Recently on the Huwee show.

I have been so busy with so many social things rather then school work.
Tsk tsk tsk.
everything has been moving so fast I dont know if I'm going forward or backwards.
Kinda crazy.

Well recently, last week, everything was going so well, somewhat. I was having fun with my buddies, everything had been cleared up between everyone, and I was just enjoying every minute of it, then Friday rolled around....
Johnnys Charger party got caneled, okie i thought, they have some reasons I guess.
Then Johnny had gone missing at Maureens dance practice, so I am left, with no partner.
but I thought he just had somethings to do at home, then I heard he got in so much trouble and wont tell us for "personal reasons" it confused me a lot cuz the other day things were fine, but now everything was stopped. Later I found out he wasnt allowed to hang out with friends, and not even get a ride to school from a friend, NOT EVEN watch the chargers game, and now, they wont let him come to church. everyone is so confused!!! GAHHHHH
and it bothers me knowing that I can't talk to him, cause he cant use the phone, and see if he's doing all right. golly gee, me and manny are like sitting ducks wondering what whats going on. Everyone else gets to see him at school. But yeah. It's been bugging me all weekend. So I wrote a note. Hooray for isabels delivery service! hahaha.

But yeah, i just about hate art right now. I got so frustrated in class. we are working on our midterm right now and everything in our journal and sketchpad is due wed., I barley have anything. And on my midterm I got so frustrated because frikken, i have to stand and use an easel...because I was late to class and some girl got my seat. And everything gets moved around so my pictures does not always look the same. It sucks. my drawing looks so mediocre. And I need new charcoal pencils and vine charcoal. And on that I have to make sure I finish everything in my journal and my skecth projects by wed.

English class is kind of a drag, I need to get more organized and find a planner, I never really know when writting assignments are due. And i'm not a very good writer either so if i were to do it last minute...you can totally tell. lol.

Math class so far is going good, I just need to get more organzed where all my work is and stuff.

Stressin' out because i'm afraid of getting left behind, or afraid of them dropping me out of their class.

I dont like it right now I wish Katrina would have her practices earlier so I wouldnt have to stay out so late.

i need to exercise cuz my mom has been pointing out me and my dress a lot. And I have been eating to much. I just dont have time.

Church is like my only escape from everything in the world. when i'm there I feel so releaved, it's like im getting charged because im running out of battery power.
I'm trying to pray way more, but I get so distracted.

Whatever, I just need to take a deep breath and get everything straigh. I can't let the lil things bother me or else they will become big.

So this is what it's like..being 18?

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