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"Think through whatever you decide to do
Can't make you but I ask you please don't fake
When you come before me
I know you don't like when you don't see me with your physical eyes
But I tell you what you think you see can be lies
I'm not teddy bear Im no teddy bear"

Gawd the breakdown is so amazing in that song!

Anyways, the title has nothing to do with this entry, I guess.

I had a chance to go to a retreat this weekend, but I didn't go, wah!
I was a lil sad, because I wanted to go, but I was afraid.
1. If I were to go, I would have a great time getting more spiritual and being closer to God, but then i would have to stay up all night doing homework because its a whole weekend thing.

2. It I wernt to go I could do homework, but miss out in such an awesome experiance.

Well i ended up going with 2.

In a way I felt like I was ment to miss out, because I got to talk to my dad about somethings that have been going in within myself and I havnt talked to my dad like that in such a long time...long long time.
And then Johnny was able to call me, he was saying how he was off the hook for saturday and sunday, but then goes back to his solitary confiement.
Hmm yeah I was going to go to the mourterary (sp?) with my friend Nelson, but that didn't work our.
They were having a Dia de los muertos celebration there. But I got there when it ended, he said it was really good. Wah. But that's okie, cause we are going to Knotts scary farm! OMG IM SO SCURRED!

Went to mass today, twice, I got to be a Euchuristic minister! heart
For those who don't know what that is, it's the person who passes out the body or blood of Jesus (what we Catholics believe it is)
Then I got to be an usher. Haha, there is nothing I havn't done there.
I'm an alter server (kid who helps the preist)
i've been a lector. (Person who reads the readings)
AND i've been in choir (only once haha)
Not bragging, it's just such a great honor to do all those things, I'm so glad to see that God is using my body as an insturment, and it helps me spiritually as well!

Uh let's see, right now I have to work on some art, and an essay for english.

I picked what i am going to to for Art, it's by an artist name Delorioxxxxx er something like that, lol!

And english, I just got done doing some vocab. Now I have to rewrite my essay thing.

So far so good, I'm really satisfied with where I am at.
So thankful.

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