CUT
you dont know that i do it
so you keep saying your jokes
you put the siccors to your wrist
and pretend to cut
i pretend to laugh
and so do you
i stoped but you made made me want to do it again
CUT.....now here i am
sitting on my bed writting this
listening to HIM
desiding.....
weather to do it
or not to
covered scars
you never knew
but i did.... i never thought id tell you
but here we are now you and me
CUT....dont tempt me
you know i want to
you've got my razor but ive got the sissors
you dont want to leave me alone
your scarred that i might do it again
CUT....you left.. im bleeding
half dead on my bed im still bleeding
when you come back you find me
cold as ice.
by: cameo schneider
candy
candy coated cuts on my wrist
slits like they were strangled with barbed wire
showing the true me
down to the bone, to my core
i get the rush when i feel the pain
sure most people fear it
but i dont it brings me JOY
blood, red, shining from my wrist
my pain does not last as long as i hope
so i keep doing it
at first they are few and small if any scars are left
but as i go on more and more apear
deeper and deeper they go
they never END
there are so many that i keep to myself
never showing any skin other than my face
you dont get what im doing
no one does you all think im just SHY
but im not
people are catching on to me
when they see me i say leave me alone
covered skin and blood on my sweater
moms on to me she knows what i do
''we need to get you help'' she says
but thats all no how?? why?? or what made you do it??
just you saying you need help
i know i should'nt do it
what even got me started??
ive been doing it so long that its killing me now
im lieing on floor just inside my room
carpet soaking up my BLOOD
feeling dizzy about to faint
my blood has stoped flowing on to the floor
im soaked and dieing and you might have been able to help me
but i felt to sorry for myself
so im lieing dead on my bedroom FLOOR.
By: Cameo Schneider
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