Forever on the attack, it’s time to feed the monster. Why can’t it be content, will it never stop feeding? He complains of broken bones, broken bones and broken feelings. The body aches; at a spot he’d rather not speak. Why is there no control, It’s painful isn’t it? He can’t speak the words don’t make sense, they won’t you know. He’s losing touch again, can’t take another minute. I’m feeling us again, like a crushing wave. We are one we are two, fuse again to make the bones splinter. What are we again? You can’t remember you’ve lost yourself again. Stop complaining, you aren’t worth the words. We are in too deep you were the one who took the dive. What does complicated mean, it doesn’t mean, it is what you are. I knew a lot of things, but now you don’t. Stop to lie to yourself again, the monster is waiting again. I won’t go there, not with it, not ever. You’ve lost another color; it’s less then a rainbow now. I don’t want to hear my own words; they are lies, which will quell the smell of your own cowardly acts. Can I love? You can only hurt. I never want to hurt anyone, hurting you the most. We are one, but you are not I. I am you; you are feeling me when you hit the wall. I could handle you, but now I can’t. She loves us. She loves me. She hates me, not you. Which one am I? Whichever one you want to be.
Complicated again, tell it to the raven. He’s not watching me now he’s given up. Has everyone given up? You have given up on yourself they are watching you. They can’t see me here I can be whoever I want here. You will hide from everyone? Hide to lick the wounds of feelings left unsaid, a past left unmarked. Leave it to the dogs; eat it like a rotted piece of meat. Is it gone? How will you fix us this time? I can’t fix anyone this time. Your writing this like it means something, it doesn’t. Words won’t save you now; your words are as worthless as your halo that will choke you when you hit the ground. I will rest when I hit the ground, finally and forever. I will take you deeper; the ground is not the limit. The monster will follow you into the depths. It will be there to remind you, shut up. Can you rip out your own thoughts? You can’t make them go away, they will not run out of your head like the blood. I can try, they will come out. Is it her fault? It’s my fault you’re lying again. Disappear, thinner into many clouds of distant feelings. It will rain again soon. What will you do soaked under the pouring rain, now that I am here with you. We will crash I will crash. Into my arms, you will be me again, because you cannot be you. Finish it.
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