Era has finally joined me from my old home is Spartan. Surprisingly, the trip there was easy. Spartan has seem to find a renounce peace after the years of torment under the dragon's rule.
By my impression the race has seem to falter without the guidance of their gracious gods. They are so caught up in their religious movement its sickening. Though since my time with Nataro my sourness towards "Gods" has dwindled some.
Only to point out I am still not a believer in the term "God". To me they are as mortal as us lower beings and can be challenged, Zavior is a good example. The riddance of Zavior is probably the only thing I am thankful for having someone like Ryu. Without him I don't know where my baby would be. I am starting to like having Raves as a baby again. Spartan still suffers though, but this time around it doesn't seem as bad as my last visit.
I was overwhelmed to see that Era had been waiting for me. When I asked her to come live with me she wasted no time into seeing it through. As we left I saw my mother at a distance.
Her crimson eyes glared at me slicing through my very soul. I returned the look of course, but I was the weaker case in the staring contest. Xan, my mother, didn't stop Era from leaving with me, but I knew she blamed me.
Her eyes told me everything. From her stare I knew what she was telling me, "The Heretic is taking my 'only' daughter I have left".
Well maybe so I did take Era with me but it was her choice to come. I did, however, ask Era how her father felt about her leaving. She just looked up at me with a sadness and didn't answer.
I dropped the subject after that but I figured I already knew the answer to her father's whereabouts. Either he was dead or better yet I know what kind of woman my mother is...I'll just leave that space blank.
There is probably only one true annoyance that drives me to hell about my sister, she is a regular chatter box. I had less than a second to answer a question before she proceeded onto the next.
She wanted to know everything I had been doing...the good and bad. I could understand her appetite for knowledge since we really haven't talked in a good two, three years. Time is such an enemy to me for yesterday my sister was ten years of age now she is thirteen.
She knew I had been forced into a marriage with the Yazi dragon prince, who is now dead, back on Spartan. However, she knew nothing of Ryu or my little boy.
She wanted to meet Raves since she hadn't a chance before. I had hoped to collect him this evening from his father, but Ryu had "other" plans. The disappointment in Era's eyes killed me, which I plan to mention to Ryu of how hurt my sister was.
The plan is to collect Raves this upcoming weekend so that the three of us together can enjoy the new location of our home. If all goes well I might even have a chance to invite Nataro and Airashii for dinner this weekend as well.
Era did at the end of this evening point something out to me that I had long forgotten from my culture. In my culture, there really isn't such a thing as divorce. When one marries a mate in my culture those pair stay together for life.
They both can have other mates but the first chosen is always a basic number one. Shows how much my hybrid sister knows comparing to me. I am uncertain if this implies to me particularly or not. I was married before my Ryu but that was forced, however I did meet him as a child.
That was a memory taken long ago then returned, I believe Ryu knows of this memory as well. If not, then its better forgotten. I guess its just an issue I rather not bring up. I haven't been able to look at Ryu right since he called me a "limited lover".
I don't care if he meant it or not, but he had me regretting again. I do this sometimes and I wish I wouldn't. Damn him! However, I can't complain too much since he is at least being a father to Raves. But maybe just maybe Nataro will make a good father figure too...that's later in the better future for me.
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