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Lydia, one of my few closest female friends (and unfortunately one of the most downright irresistably attractive) has just ended yet another of her relationships.

I think her average is about one a month, with a constant line of stalkerish men always in tow hoping, praying, that they will become more than just friends.

I almost feel sorry for the ones that do become more. Because Lyd, she just doesn't put out. Man, that's pretty harsh of me to say of someone I love so dearly, but it's true. Lydia doesn't dress like a slut, either, but she has an image, a sexy image. Her sex appeal is in her wild bleach blonde hair, her drastic eyemake up over those sharp pale features, and the punch her short but perfect little figure packs. ********, even I want her, and I am very particular about the women I'm attracted to these days.

So a lot of guys get into a relationship with Lydia expecting things. And when she refuses to deliver, they leave her and look elsewhere. Sometimes, not always in that order, like her recent fling. I know she really liked him, though I don't know exactly why (p***s piercing, ew), and that it hurt to have him cheat on her, but I wish she would just learn.

Anyways, it seems like every week one of my girl friends is in a seriously dramatic predicament over their current guy. And seeing them torn up almost makes me <i>glad</i> I haven't been in any kind of relationship for a year now.

Then I remember how damn horny I am, and go back to being emo and craving an SO.

********.

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