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As I dream
your all in my head
as I look at the world in a different veiw
all i see is your sweet charming smile
When I hear your voice I swear
Im soaring through the sky
as days go by
you fading away from my sight
Nightmares came and clouded my mind
as I see u glare at me
I felt myself tremble at your wake
as your sweet smile fade away
All I see was hate
as I heard the hate in your voice
your once sweet caring voice
tears began to drip down my cheeks
my heart hurts clenched into an unforgivable grip
I slowly lose my sanity
each passing day
As you said,
"Go ahead die,
cut yourself and cry,
I wont give a damn."
As i got down on my kneese and cryed
begging for your forgiveness
all you said was
"Cut out ur heart
put it in a box
all wraped up
in pretty ribons and bows
then bring it to me with your dying will.
then I might forgive you then."
So I cut out my heart with a smile on my face
I put my heart in the box with my last request
the box all covered up in pretty ribons and bows like you said
Fresh blood driped down the box
coloring it with bloody crimson red
now with hopes high
and vision blured
hoping you'd forgive me for what i ahve done wrong
so as I gave you my heart
you said
"now I forgive you since you are dead,
now go on and die."
So I did.
With a smile.