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Pain is hidden under a heavy mask. I've been through so many things, I don't know what to do anymore. I try to be funny and i amfor most. I act the way I do with my friends because I just want them to be happy, something I rarely am. No one can see the pain tearing me apart on the inside. It hurts a lot, but no one will help. They sit there and watch as I suffer from this pain, which is like a heavy burden on my back. I want the pain to go away. That is my only wish. My family forgot me and left me in the dark. They this pain as well, but it's hurting me the most.I really need someone to come and help me out. But the only one that matters to me tore my heart right out.