Schools starting again tommrow an I really don't think I can take it anymore. I get to scared and it hurts to much. I can't take hearing people laugh and knowing that they're laughing at me I can't take being lost and alone I only have a few friends but I can't be around thembecause the peolpe that hate me are their friends and so I will be left all alone again. I can't do it I really can't do it. i begged her to home school me so I don't have to be afraid but she said no and she doesnt' get how hard it is for me. It hurts I'm scared. Make it go away I can't do it. What can do to make it better? I don't know but I have to do something to get people attention and let them know that I ma not able to do stuff like this I can't go into public and be seen by people.Why does he want me to end up dying why doesn't she care that I wnt o kill myself? Whatever I do it has to be dramatic so everyone can see how much I am unable to function. She just says its me being lazy and that I am just overexaggerating to get out of going but I'm not I swear I'm not I try to get better I really do but I can't get better. No matter what people say no matter how much they try to help it never gets better. Why can't she see how much it hurts and how scared I am? Why is she against me?
Mother
Tell your children not to walk my way, Tell your children not to hear my words
What they mean, What they say
Mother
Can you keep them in the dark for life, Can you hide them from the waiting world
Oh mother
Father
Gonna take you daughter out tonight, Gonna show her my world
Oh father
Not about to see your light, But if you wanna find hell with me, I can show you what it's like
Till your bleeding
Not about to see your light, And if you wanna find hell with me
I can show you what it's
Mother...Tell your children to hold my hand, Tell your children not to undesrstand
Oh mother
Father
Do you wanna bang heads with me? Do you wanna feel evrything?
Oh father
Not about to see your light, And if you wanna find hell with me, I can show you what it's like
Till your bleeding
Not about to see your lightAnd if you wanna find hell with me
I can show you what it's
Yea
