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Today I met a boy,
He asked me to play,
Today I met a boy,
He asked me to stay.
I said no,
And called him my friend,
He just smiled,
And said this wasn't the end.

Again he asked,
So full of despair,
I told him it was alright,
And stroked his hair.
I said it won't last,
And eventually I'll just walk away,
I said in a month,
It will be that day.

Now he tries so hard,
To make me smile,
And to just stay that extra while.
But his kisses aren't true,
To me they're not real,
I don't think this is how,
Your kisses would feel.

He holds me tight,
I begin to cry.
He thinks I'm crazy,
But doesn't ask why.
I'm completely numb,
As he leads me up the stairs.
I can't move,
Or think,
Only stare.

He says he wants me,
But I say no,
Thank God,
He just smiles and lets me go.
This is the greatest gift,
He could have given to me,
To let me go,
To set me free.
I see, I see,
You're the only one for me.

I wish it was you,
I would have said yes!
Would have skiped with you,
To the alter,
In my best sunday dress.
I pray it's not too late,
To say I do,
Not to late,
To proclaim my love for you.

He begs and he cries,
Calls me a b***h,
He withers and shrivels,
Back into the ditch.
I feel sad,
Because I don't care,
And you're mad too,
Because I wasn't there.

Please forgive me,
I had no fun,
On my journey to discover,
You're the only one.