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Girl Anachronisms
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Posted: Thu Jan 04, 2007 @ 09:02pm

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	Where'd it all go wrong? You never know what you have until its gone. That's what I'm always told. I never used to believe it, until now.I don't know how I'm supposed to feel right now, and I wish I knew what was going through his mind. I said "I love you" to him, he said it back, but did he ever really mean it? Who knows? Maybe I'm an immature little baby? But for me being immature, I think I'm handling it quite maturely don't you? I wish the blood would spill, the eyes would close, the hearts would break, shatter to a million pieces, and then...when all is dead, the world is calm, I can live again, alone, to where nothing can hurt me, no-one could stab me in the heart. I made a mistake like this before, and I'm not sure if I did again. I just want to know, why? Why does it always have to be me, the gullible one? The one thats forgiving, and caring, who always gets walked on. The one who can't say "No", no matter how hard she tries? Comment this, let me know what I did wrong. Were over and done with. So yeah this doesn't matter anymore. evil And then again we're not....teehee.... Were over again, for the last and final time.

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Rikuphi
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Commented on: Thu Jan 04, 2007 @ 09:09pm


	You didnt do anything wrong. theres just a bunch of assholes who hurt people no matter what how nice the person they hurt is. when that happens to me i just think about karma and how karma will get them soooooo bad. and then me thinking about what will happen to them cheers me up because i know that they deserve it. you just have to keep your head high and show everybody that your strong and you wont let the turkeys get ya down. CHEER UP! ALL IS GOOD WHEN YOU HAVE FRIENDS THAT CARE RIGHT?!

Commented on: Thu Jan 04, 2007 @ 09:09pm


	-cuddlesnuggles- Don't say that! You're perfectly fine the way you are. There's nothing you need to do to improve yourself, because you're already perfect! Don't go changing yourself just for one person, it's not right! I luff yout he way you are and if you change I may have to change too! -huggles- Don't do anything and don't think anything about this, kay? ~~ CamCam ~~

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Commented on: Thu Jan 04, 2007 @ 09:25pm


	You're fine as you are the whole "I love you" its pretty normal so dont go like he didn't mean it that kind of negitivity is just going to screw up your mind later. Try thinking like that the guy might actually love you for a change?

Commented on: Thu Jan 04, 2007 @ 09:44pm


	Love sucks. It's incredibly painful. I know. But what doesn't kill you, only makes you stronger. smile You did nothing wrong, it happens. Life happens. It makes me happy to know that you keep trying even though all you get in return is pain. I hope you'll keep living even though it hurts. I know you can do it. heart ~Jessie

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Kitsune Minamino
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Commented on: Thu Jan 04, 2007 @ 09:58pm


	You never did anything wrong, everyone in a relationship doubts their love but as the others said, don't change. No one wants to be alone and I'm sure you don't either. The world sucks, yes, unfortunatly it does and it stabs you in the back plenty of times but getting back up proves that you can make it through.

Commented on: Thu Jan 04, 2007 @ 10:08pm


	Did you do anything wrong or was it just a bad twist of fate? Did you give your heart too easily? Did you place your trust in someone who didn't deserve it? Only you can answer that. Only you can tell if you made any mistakes, and only you can learn from them. Hugs tight. Everything passes with time. Just hang in there. heart

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I Am Your Fallen Angel
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Commented on: Thu Jan 04, 2007 @ 10:30pm


	The heart is a fickle instrument. There are two pains it can feel. 1) The loss of a loved one. 2) Shutting out those around and never feeling love. Life is full of pain...and you just have to decide which is a better hurt. Is haveing love and lost better then haveing no love at all? I can't exactly tell you which is worse...because I am me...and not you. I have expereinced both...more so the first... If you're gullable...try and change that if that is what you wish. But...if you don't believe it when he said "I love you"...was it you not wanting to accept it, or did he really not mean it? Trust is the key between a relationship that both should have. You shouldn't second guess another's feelings unless something comes up otherwise. I'm not good with helping words...but...I'll say one of my favorite quotes... "Time heals all wounds". Please take that to heart and soon enough you'll be okay again.

Commented on: Thu Jan 04, 2007 @ 11:53pm


	you did nothing wrong. It's something that some people go through. I've gone through it many times. I've ended not trusting what most people say now. If you want to be like that then it will eventually happen to u. If u don't then be careful. Make up tests to test his intentions. But you did nothing wrong. Nothing at all. I know. I've been through it. I've cut myself over boys and it's all natural for some people. You will make it through.

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Commented on: Fri Jan 05, 2007 @ 12:49am


	;~; I think that just made me tear. Chacha, you did nothing wrong. End of story. One day, you'll find someone who truely loves you, and you wont regret a thing. :3 <3 Don't give up. That b***h will go down. u.u; I L Y, and a lot of other people do too ;] <3

Commented on: Fri Jan 05, 2007 @ 01:20am


	Awww....it's so sad...it's good.

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evillemon...ofDOOM
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Commented on: Sat Jan 06, 2007 @ 02:00pm


	the things people said here are true,you have done nothing wrong,the only thing now is,what will you do? remember you have friends to fall back on,thats what were here for,to help you when you need it

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