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##Not a short story##

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This isn't the true or the fake. The dark is getting to me, and I've never felt this feeling before. I feel like I'm going insane, and not a good type of insane either.
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The feeling just left abit then while listening to journey through the dark by Blind Guardian. This is the fake self again. That was a bit odd, that couldn't have been Sarketch because he's usually calm and going on about weird crap. But now I've got a big headache and I don't recall having a 3rd one.... Maybe.... Sarketch hasn't been around for a while now, maybe I'm getting better... Although I'm (the fake) acting more and more like he is with every day that passes. I'm sitting with both my legs tucked up against me as I type this which is usually the way he sits.

My neck and head are killing me. Like anyone reads this crap but me anyway. Beh I feel like such a dork -_-. Oh well screw it It takes my mind off this here headache...

Uhm... I submitted another drawing to my guild recently with some great critiques and all. Yes he's back in repairs cutesy of yours truely. I'm not letting sarketch do anything to this piece. Oh? Maybe I havn't said it before but Sarketch is my True self and the fake being yours truely~ Although the ----? is concerning me because neither Sarketch nor I wrote that >.> Do I have a dark side to add to the light and shadows that compose me?

I just can't wait to finish my Angel and start testing out colouring techniques on him! Being a true artist isn't just a fleeting dream now! I'm so excited crying ...

Well I guess that's all from me right now. I'll sign off listening to Nightfall by Blind Guardian, my new favourite band ^.^