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Just once

staring out the window living the past inside my head
if i could do it all again i would
especially when i was your girl
i still can get lost on your blue eyes
i wish i could believe that there's a day you'll come back to me
but in the end i know that will never happen
i would give anything just to hear that you missed me
that i realy meant something to you
just once, just once, could you run up to me and give me a hug
instead of me comming to you first
just once say in person that you forgive me
just once come to me for advice or help
I blame myself for everything
i did not want to hurt you, i wanted to hang on despite the pain
just once tell me that i've done enough, that your happy
i thought i was immune to pain,
That i was so numb that i wouldn't feel it anymore
but i still feel pain every day
Just once tell me that you didn't mean to hurt me either