Prepare for angst, drama, and depression. If you don't want that, then it's simple: don't read this stupid journal entry, m'kay?
My Anime Cafe' friends. Yeah. Every single time that a fight breaks out among us, even though it's all my fault, I get all dramatic and depressed for months. One time it was even for around a year. This time I quit the guild, and I'm afraid to send in an application to join because they'll just reject it. So, it's pretty much hope that they realize I'm gone and want me back. Doubtful, but I still hope. None of them have even noticed my sudden disappearence, I bet. And, if they have, then I'm sure that they're happy that I'm gone. I've pretty much lost all my personality, hobbies, and some very good friends due to my bitchiness. Now it's all replaced with a big, empty feeling. Along with random watering of my eyes and a heavy feeling in my heart. ._. Writing class sucked today, too. You know how hard it was for me?
Well, I'm being an idiot... I mean, it's only a stupid roleplaying thing, right? I'm just being silly. I think I'm going to bed now. 'Night, to whoever cares.
XOXO, Lmm
lucyVUITTON · Fri Feb 23, 2007 @ 01:52am · 5 Comments |