i feel these last fifty days have been some what a waste, none of you bothered to even read any of my entries yet i posted them for you, but whether i wonted to or not is not the point, it is that i did and there is no way i can undo what i have done, no matter what i do, it isnt that big a deall anyway, its only a couple of minutes a day, and i enjoy it, so hey, i guess i dont really have to worry bout anything, although this feeling that im not even ment to be on this forum keeps pounding into my brain, like something wants me to leave, but i wont let it push me around, it might have me from the inside and forcing me down, but i know i have over come it before, im sure i can do it again, these voices dare not reigne over me, they know what i am capable of, they know this body is mine and i could easily destroy it, thats the last thing they want, but their forcing me, like a drill they burry into my head and force my thoughts, what an annoyance, such voices and thoughts are not necisary for someone like me, i am not weak, im stronger then this, im stronger then them, im stronger, arent i?...
~:Matia Joseph Damian Romanova
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If you sort them into paragraphs sweatdrop it's much easier to read that way.
Cheers
Kitoh